We used to be best buddies // And now we’re not
things that say a lot about a person
- their favourite character
- the lyrics they write on their hands
- the colours they wear
- which murder weapon they prefer
- how they make their tea
that escalated and then deflated quickly
I SEE THESE ALL THE FUCKING TIME AND IT BUGS THE FUCK OUT OF ME.
IT EVEN DOES THE THING
Fun fact: These are apparently bacteria on your eye that you see when you’re focused enough, just like seeing them under a microscope!
And they said we couldn’t see microbes with the naked eye.
"Oh, squiggly line in my eye fluid. I see you lurking there on the periphery of my vision. But when I try to look at you, you scurry away. Are you shy, squiggly line? Why only when I ignore you, do you return to the center of my eye? Oh, squiggly line, it’s alright, you are forgiven."
(Source: 18plus18plus18plus, via bam-whishawed)
On bad days I’m exhausted the whole day. It’s like a lot of energy gets used up with every breath I take. But I can’t sleep even though I’m tired. So on bad days I spend 75% of my time lying in bed. And the strange thing is I get real sleepy at night.
On not-so-bad days, there’s a 25% chance that I get a sudden motivation to study real hard (that usually happens when I’m in the shower) and that motivation disappears as quickly as it came. I get exhausted after 1~2 hours of actually doing something other than lying down and I can manage around 2 naps per day. But when night falls I can only fall asleep after the depressingly scary thoughts go away. And that’s hard because with those thoughts come urges to hurt myself.
But I’ve been dreaming every night since bad days fell upon me. And waking from those dreams every morning triggers those thoughts. And after calming myself down, I’d wonder when will I ever have a good night sleep again. And will I ever wake up feeling happy again? I hate starting the day with tears and fear. It really sucks.
if i ever own a clothes shop i would have different sections like
'in the name of 2007 punk'
'for people who like sleeping'
'that shirt you saw online'
'clothes your dad will frown upon'
i have an idea for a website:
alright, you know how 7 people in the world are supposed to look like you or whatever
we make this website.
and people upload pictures of themselves and add characteristic tags or something (curly hair, brown eyes, etc) ((idk something like that))
and we UNITE YOU WITH YOUR TWINS
LETS DO IT IT WOULD BE FUN
PLEASE CAN THIS BE A THING
(Source: banditsoftheacousticrevolution, via bam-whishawed)
if self harm is
why don’t you know
the reason the girl
who sits behind you
wears sweaters every day
and if eating disorders are
why don’t you know
the girl who stares at you on the bus
hasn’t eaten in a week
and if suicide is
why don’t you know the reason
the boy who used to
eat lunch at your table
(Source: paraswift, via belo-the-cat)
It has been a month since we last talked hah. I really hate how people can become strangers after knowing so much about each other. I don’t think I’ll ever get used to it.
My 2 poodles were huddling at my feet and my 5-year-old brother got jealous cuz my dogs weren’t playing with him and he was like you’re not sharing the dogs I’ll tell papa to cancel them